Is it so wrong to want someone to love and to be loved back?
Is it so wrong to want to be respected by those you love?
Is it so wrong to just want to be appreciated for everything you do for your family? Others appreciate every single thing I do.
I don't think it's wrong. I think it's necessary for survival.
Well, despite trying to live a good honorable life as a son, brother, father and husband I have failed miserably. At 61 years old, it dawned on my on my drive to Utah from Arizona that I have become my father. Here is the list that details my belief:
- Hated by my siblings
- Hated by my spouse
- Hated by my children
- My own mother isn't fond of speaking with me
There are many examples of each of my conclusions but it kills me to be so despised when all I have ever wanted to do was share in the joy of the lives of those around me. As in life, I made mistakes but didn't realize it was so so bad.
Not sure life is worth it at this time since I'm 100% alone. What's the point? Those I love and care about want nothing to do with me.
