Well, despite trying to live a good honorable life as a son, brother, father and husband I have failed miserably. At 61 years old, it dawned on my on my drive to Utah from Arizona that I have become my father. Here is the list that details my belief:
- Hated by my siblings
- Hated by my spouse
- Hated by my children
- My own mother isn't fond of speaking with me
There are many examples of each of my conclusions but it kills me to be so despised when all I have ever wanted to do was share in the joy of the lives of those around me. As in life, I made mistakes but didn't realize it was so so bad.
Not sure life is worth it at this time since I'm 100% alone. What's the point? Those I love and care about want nothing to do with me.
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